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[Feb. 9th, 2012|11:04 pm] |
i love my 2012 life, exhilarating fun life. one of the best in my 17 years of life. you have no idea how fun it was, and im enjoying every single bit of it. school was exhausting. with the endless projects on my hand, it could kill me literally. but nowww...im over with my proposal fom proj gen ed proj which left me with 2 more presentation. the past 2 month was debak, staying in sch till 10 plus just to finish proj. this hectic life sure was fun. screwing up my diet plan, sleep.
everything is really good right now. forgetting you and you was the wisest choice. and..now i know you will never let me down. no im not going to give up
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the fire just died hahahahahahhahahahaha |
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[Dec. 19th, 2011|12:08 am] |
Seeing you with other girl, my heart literally just dropped. Its all my fault, why did i you go in the first place..when actually the real reason for breaking up is that i just want to have more fun in polytechnic. So yes, the whole point is FUN. Am i really enjoying myself?! NOOOOOOOOO..each time i'm so tempted to see what's going on with your life praying that u guys will break and u will be back with me again, but yet i dont want us to be together. WHYWHYWHY!!!!!!! I hate myself to be so selfish, each time there's some guys walking into my life, i will just shut them out..i dont want to have another failed relationship. i dont want to be selfish, i dont want to use another guy to just forget you, using someone to make me happy. nooooooo i cant do it.
2011 is one of the worst year i ever get. really. never ever feel so shit every single day, low self esteem having so much problems. 2011 was the year i shut myself off from the world....................realise that theres noone i can trust because ppl are caring themselves more.
2012 you will see me smile more often!!!!!!!!!!!! lastly, i hope i got the job at yoguru plsssssssssssssssssssssss dear god.
on a lighter note, it 6 days away from xmas. MERRY XMAS EVERY1!!!!!
HERES MY FAV SONG FOR XMASSSS:) |
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[Sep. 10th, 2011|10:35 pm] |
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Hello, this week and next week would be a rather packed week! Say more things to do, outings but none of them is work. My bank account has been decreasiing drastically. So recently i've taken up the job to be a model for SP. Arg, no money, waste time. I wonder why do i even accept this offer in the first place. Worst of all, ive to walk on my 3 inches high heels. Arg, so fml. Okay probably, i'll have more photos for this space and lastly 02 chalet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:) |
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[Sep. 8th, 2011|02:31 pm] |
Hello babies, I've just came back from my cruise trip at superstar virgo. I blogging out this whole trip as i want it to be fresh in memory for as long as i live. It was one of my best day ever, best trip ever. 02 MAKE IT POSSIBLE!!!!!!!!!!!!! muacksmuacks.
I miss those times we had. Slacking at helipad, supper, poker, late night talks, meridanian buffet, bella vista, retro night, ipad, photos, make-up, crashing rooms, running around in corridoors, fighting.
XOXO
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[Sep. 2nd, 2011|06:15 pm] |
Its amazing how god has make a fool out of me. I have no idea how to feel my thoughts with words, but inside me im so confused, sad etc. Went a big round, and stuck to where i am now again. The feelings i can never comprehend. I hid it deep down inside me till yesterday. I finally voice out, and i know what i wanted, but yet again it's too late..too late.
Dreaming of you over and over again, waking up to knowing you are not by my side again. I thought i did the right choice i made 5 months ago, but im wrong. I realised i couldnt get over you at all. When im with others, i will always feel you by my side. When i see the familiar back, i thought it was you. Those dream has told me how much you meant to me..too much. Now, im stuck. I really have no idea what to do next
Reading my archive, the days we spent tgt were so memorable. Im so thankful i didnt delete this site away. It contains many beautiful memories we once had. At that time, you were my only friend and you could make me so happy yet i was complaining about being lonely. Now that i have friends, i really do feel lonely. I would rather not have any friends and to have you than having a thousand friends and not having you,
Guess what, it's over. |
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